How I Went From Feeling Desperation to Hope

I have literally been documenting my entire life process from how I went from feeling pure desperation to how I found hope all written within my websites blog posts.

I have talked about my story…

I have talked about my disability…

I have talked about my pain mentally, physically, emotionally, even spiritually…

I have talked about a variety of different things that has happened within my story.

I have talked about the severity of my disability and what obstacles I tend to face on a day to day.

I have talked about my pain mentally that had taken me to a very dark place. One that becomes questionable if they will even make it out of… I did. I have talked about my pain physically with all of my hospitalization experiences from having over a dozen back surgeries at such an early age alone and more. I have talked about the importance of having faith despite the challenges you happen to go through and I even emphasize how to hold onto it even when you feel God is not there for you.

The big question: Why do I write and prone myself to such vulnerability, especially publicly? My answer is simple: I don’t want you to feel alone.

For so long I had questioned many things within my life and I still do don’t get me wrong. But a lot of the things I had once questioned as to “why” am I going through “X”. I have discovered purpose within my adversity.

Would I rather not have gone through my numerous back surgeries being in and out of the operating room five days out of the week for over a month? Of course.

Would I rather not have a progressive disability that not only affects my life, but the lives of those around me as well? Of course.

Would I rather not have to experience so much turmoil and agony? Of course.

What is one thing these three things have in common? I would rather not have to go through those things.

So, why do I? The why for me is quite simple: I am a very curious person. I am always curious (mindful of course), but I am curious to see what lies beyond what it is I may be going through. If I chose to give up or throw in the towel when times got tough I wouldn’t ever know what could have or would have been. If I chose to give up I know many would understand. However, if I chose to give up I wouldn’t have gone as far as I have. I may not be where I want to be, but I surely am not where I used to be, and for that I am thankful. My back surgeries is one pebble out of everything within my story.

So, the bigger question: How do I? The how for me is actually quite simple. Because I am naturally curious to see what lies beyond this moment in time. All I have to do is try-try meaning put in effort. When you try you give yourself a fighting chance with whatever battle you may be facing. To put it simply: If you don’t try you are not only giving up, but you are also not allowing yourself the opportunity to get through or overcome what you may be experiencing or going through.

Within my website, YouTube channels, even within my quotes you will gain information that not only holds the potential to help you, but if you are willing to study my content and apply yourself by putting in effort. I can 99% guarantee you too will become the victor in your story. Notice how I used the word “potential” because the difference between where you are and where you could be lies all within your ability to endure, persevere, and my personal favorite hold onto your faith when times get tough because they will get tough.

So, let me ask you. Aren’t you even a little curious to see what could happen if you choose not to give up? I don’t know you or what you are going through, but I do know this: You have gone through things in the past that you too once had thought you wouldn’t make it out of or had doubted at times, and you did get through it. Know that this too shall pass. 

Please don’t get me wrong. My intention is not to come across as me saying I am thee key because I am not. My intention is to show not only my story, but to provide valuable tools that has personally helped me along my path. I too am learning and I too very well have my moments where I am being tested, but just like school whenever you are given a test you are also given the chance to pass it. 

I am sending a virtual long hug your way! You may not be able to see it, but it’s there.. Hang in there.. “Not to spoil the ending for you, but everything will be okay.”

Much love,


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